16. Oh you know I met you by surprise.

How good have I been at blogging this month? I applaud my own efforts (even if I'm only doing this as a means of procrastination - again overcome by a severe case of CBF-anything-to-do-with-uni Syndrome).

Hm... I mentioned previously that I have noticed some physiological changes to myself. Here's another one. For the past two weeks, at about 10-10:30pm each day, my eyes would become super bloodshot. Of course, I thought this was due to lack of sleep and general tiredness from daily activities (lol) BUT I DON'T REALLY THINK SO ANYMORE. I get a minimum of 8 hours of sleep each day and by the end of the day, I don't actually feel that tired at all. However, when I look into the mirror, I deadset look like I've been on 5 hours of sleep for the entire month. SIGH I AM TRULY A FREAK.

On an unrelated note, uni has become quite monotonous now. There are only two weeks of classes remaining...AND PRAISE THE LORD FOR THAT! Am I keen for my 5 week break!? HELLS YEAH I AM. I will soon compile a list of things I want to do and achieve during my break and it will consist of all things awesome and amazeballs and my life will be as riveting and exciting as ever and you'll all be so jelly. In the mean time however, I guess I should probably get my study mojo on.

EDIT/ Today I had my last BIOL1903 lab! I'm sorta sad. I liked my group and our demo guy was pretty hectic. We just talked about random shit each lesson and the demo guy (James) also had really nice eyelashes! Yeye...I will miss how much of a bludge that class has been. BUT at the same time I'm feelin pretty suhweeeet. I just want everything to be over and done with.

Catch ya all on the flipside homies! x
P.S. THE MARCH PLAYLIST OH MY GAWSH ...http://www.birp.fm/playlists/2012/5924-birp-indie-playlist-march-2012 AND ESP. THIS, THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY.
 

15. Bruises

I tried to do handstands for you but every time I fell for you.
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.


I recently rediscovered this song! It's so catchy and sounds so happy but is lyrically so sad. I actually really like it...so much so that I even added it to my "studying" playlist. And yes, that was indeed quite momentous cos I don't typically listen to music while I study. I think it makes it super difficult to concentrate unless the song is super chill and awesome like this one!

14. Dear friend, as you know, your flowers are withering.

Holy fuck it happened again.
01/01 16/05

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Wow... everything that has happened in the past week or two is definitely worthy of conjuring the self-inquiry, "what the fuck is wrong with me?". This is probably the most despondent I have felt in years ... Shit mate.

x

♥☻Here is a relatively happy photo to lighten up the mood.

13. You gotta step up your game to make it to the top. So go!

Hey homies :)
Here are some things I have noted in the past few weeks..

• Recently I have been unfortunate enough to have met with some fairly rude individuals (at uni). There is this particular individual who makes me feel especially uncomfortable and I cannot, for the life of me, understand what the hell I did to be on the receiving end of such hostility. I had never in my life experienced anyone speak to me in such a passive-aggressive tone. So hopefully you can understand how surprised I actually was at the time. I was so taken aback that I can recall what this individual had said to me verbatim and holy shit I am just so fucking baffled. 
• On that note, I have also met quite a few lovely people. Let me tell ya, making friends in uni is a bloody arduous and hella difficult task. I am indeed very thankful for the good friends I have made and my uni-experience has definitely been a lot more enjoyable because of them.  
• I have noticed some physiological changes to my self...i.e. my hands/palms have become increasingly clammy and gross. Initially I thought it was because I always had my phone in one hand and all that heat from my phone were making my palms sweaty but then I realised that my hands were still gross and clammy even when I had not been using my phone. SIGH, I am a freak.
• Old habits die hard. I thought I could reinvent myself to become a hardworking and diligent student....too bad I have proven myself wrong. Still procrastinating and putting in a half-arsed effort as I did in high school. Not attending lectures/tutes are now standard lol. Farrout...I am adamant I will change my ways soon enough.
• My baby sister is cute as fuck. I wish I could show you guys but instant-upload on my phone is not working and I ceebs plugging my phone in. Maybe I will edit this post later and show you all then. She spends most of her day sleeping but when she is not sleeping she is either crying or sucking on something. Haha. She is two weeks old now. Hmm.. I don't think she looks too different from Day 1 but I'm pretty certain her eyelashes have grown.. Ah fuck, I will spoil her in the future. 
• MasterChef is back on TV and I am so freaking overjoyed at this fact! Holy shizzle. I FUCKING MISS THE ASIAN GUY. THE FUCKING JUDGES ARE FUCKING RACIST OH MY EFFING GOODNESS. (Ha jks.)
• Happy Mothers' Day to all you MUMMAZ out der. 
• Holy shit, longest post I have written in a while (and it wasn't actually even that long).

x

12. Oh oh oh, come fill my glass up a little more!

Procrastination is okay when you know when to stop. Too bad I don't hey...
I've got a psychology essay (25% weighting) due in about 3 hours and I've still got 400 words to go...but apparently I'm not too fazed because here I am...blogging....about nothing anyone actually cares about but still.. okay good bye world! x

11. You Were Young

Awh.

Born 8:13am Saturday 28th April 2012.
Progress pics for the lil' cutie. Please keep her in your prayers guys! Every breath is a struggle but yeah, let's all be hopeful for a quick and speeedy recovery. Woo x

Day 1 28/04

Day 2 29/04

Day 3 30/04